I was really disappointed, I really wanted to go swimming and she promised me we would be able to go. Well, now all the pools are closed and I don’t want to go to six flags for the rides really, mainly just the pool b ut seeing as how it s closed there goes my only chance for a vacation.

Its not fair. She makes promises all the time and never keeps any of them. All I wanted was one day to have fun, a few stupid hours at the park down the street and she couldn’t even do that. Its not fair, I hate this. I haven’t been on a vacation of any kind in years. The only thing I ever do is sit around in this stupid, god-forsaken house. I hate it here. What did I ever do to get such a miserable life? Sure, I’ve done a lot of bad stuff, but who doesn’t, and I only do it to make me feel better. Its not fair, I try and be the good person and I get the fire and people who are bad get the gold.

So now I’m sitting here on my ass as usual doing crap on the computer. Life sucks. The end.

Now, first on the update list, remember that boy I told you I had a crush on? You know, Pete. Well, I guess he likes me too. I know, great, right?! Well, yes and no. Yes, because I like him too! No because well, he has a girlfriend who’s closer to his age then I am. i mean, him and her make a way better couple then him and I.

I did ask him to tell me that he didn’t have any feelings for me, but he wouldn’t do it. That can also be good and bad. Good because it means his feelings for me are strong enough that even he has to admit it. Bad though because if he told me he didn’t have any feelings for me then maybe I could fall out of love. Yes, that doesn’t work on rare, rare occasions.

Still though, even if he does like me he’s still got a girlfriend and I don’t want to play second place. Though at the same time I want to win his heart—easier said then done, believe me. But anyways, I’d kinda like to be first on someone’s list—other then my mom’s. And I’d really like to be first on his list—minus a few complications.

Anyways, getting off the point. Well, I guess this means that our ‘relationship’ has moved forward a little bit and that makes me happy cause I really like him. With that said though I’m not really sure what I want to do or how to react. I mean, I don’t want to do anything stupid but I don’t wanna play hard to get—I hate that.

So, next subject, read here. It explains everything. My friend Anna wrote it to make our friend Nina feel better. Feel free to sign if you want. Its appreciated.

Again, moving on. I have been helping my friends set up websites. I now know how to install and use WordPress, yay! Now, I can’t say that I actually like Wordpress, its okay I guess. I like it just as much as FanUpdate—which isn’t much.

Now, I’ve added a new page here! Its called the to-do list page and well, its a to-do list. It currently has 70 unfinished things, so now you can see why I’m so busy and the sad thing is that to-do list is probably missing like a ton of things!! Still, its at least semi accurate and it gives you all a general idea of everything.

Also! I’ve got 3 new affies! Ok, they’re all my friends but still! They’re affies! So I added them to the side bar and on the affies page. Yay! If you wanna be affies let me know!

So anyways, I’ve been helping my friend with some writing. I’ve been giving her some ideas and she’s writing them. Its more fun then it sounds actually.

Oh! And I’ve been working with my two friends to create websites! I think I told your earlier—I’m not sure and I’m too lazy to look—that I’ve been building my friend’s website for her. Well, its almost done and when it is finished we’ll be affiliates with her too! I can’t wait to get the site up, it’ll be great and I’ll be so proud of it!! SoI’m really, really excited about that. I’ve also been helping my other friend Rachel set up her site. She helped me learn about WordPress and how to install and use it, etc. So I’m learning while she and I set up her site! Thats a lot of fun too!

Anyways, sorry to write and run, but Rachel just signed on! Thanks for reading!

Anyways, so I’ve finally decided what I’m going to do with Sugar-Baby.org. Its going to be a portfolio of websites I’ve either fully created myself and/or sites I have set up. I realize its a somewhat simple idea, but I think it’ll be rather nice. It would be a good way to help me show off some of my ’skills’. Ok, ok, big fruit cake.

It’ll basically be a way for me to look over my work and sites I’ve set up and give me a boost of…confidence? No…I guess it’ll tell me that I’m needed, if only for helping people set up their sites.

If you have not noticed, I’ve been kinda down lately. I’m not sure why, I just have been. Its probably because of stress and everything. Who knows. I’m just hoping it’ll blow over soon. Its really hard to get anything real down this way.

So moving on, now that you know what my plans are for Sugar-Baby.org lets continue onto Rain Fall and . Well, both sites are going to be completely redone. I’m basically going to start all over from scratch with both websites.

I pray that this will help them become more organized. With organization I’ll be happier and if I’m happier with the site I’ll want to spend more time with it and on it. Thus making both sites much more active.

Now, I’m not going to start either site all over until I finish setting up some of the websites I already own. I need to at least get them up and running. So after I get my other sites up (which shouldn’t take to long, I hope) I’ll start work on Rain Fall and . This project should start sometime in September or October—I’m praying September.

I also need to get Little Dancer Hosting up and running. That project is almost done though. I’m so excited! That’ll be great! I’ll be so happy to get that done.

My currently project though is Moonless Winter Articles and Reviews. This is a good friend and hostees website. I’ve been setting it all up for her. That’s almost done. The coding is completely finished—thank god. Right now I’m setting up the categories for her. I know that comment doesn’t make much sense, but if you go and view the site you’ll understand.

That has been taking up a lot of my time. Its time consuming, involves patience, but I enjoy doing this and I promised Kay-chan (site owner) that I would. So I’ve been working really hard to get that up and running for her. She’s also interested in a new website layout for Cloudless Summer Beta Reading but she said that can wait a while. So I’ll do that for her too, it doesn’t take more then a few minutes anyways. So its no problem really.

So again, moving on. This past weekend I saw an old movie with a friend. She lives in Brazil and her name is Mel. So we had to watch the movie over this Yahoo instant messenger movie thing. She knows more about it then I do. Anyways, the movie was called The Tower of Terror. I think the technical name is The Twilight Zone’s Tower of Teror, but I’m not totally sure about that. It was a pretty good movie though, worth watching. I had in fact, seen the movie a few times before but I had never actually seen the entire thing and it was a really, really long time ago.

Mel had come across the movie on Watch-Movie-Links.net and asked me if I was interested in seeing it. Out first I was hesitant, wondering what it would be about. I don’t watch horror movies, of any kind. I’ll end up having nightmares for months afterwords…

She told me what the movie was called though and I thought it sounded familiar so I asked her what it was about. After hearing the summery I was sure that I knew what the movie was about so I agreed to watch it. It was actually a pretty good movie, better then I remembered so I’m really glad that I agreed to watch it.

Also, did I tell you of this new forum place that I found? Its called SAYS or Serious About Your Skills. Its basically a Harry Potter forum with an ‘up for grabs‘ section just like The-Dark-Arts! I just found this site today actually and I really, really like it!

I owe my friend, Kay-chan the thanks though. She’s the one who found out about it and told me of it. So, big, thankful shout out to Kay-chan at Cloudless Summer Beta Reading!!

Right now though I’m waiting for my account to be validated. Seriously annoying because a site admin has to do it manually. Hopefully that’ll be done soon because I don’t want to wait a week. So, wish me luck!!

Sorry for the long update, by the way! I guess when you go so long without updating you have a lot to say when you finally do update.

Both sites have new layouts and a new blog update with more information.

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I’ve also been talking a lot to my other friend Kay-chan. We’ve been working on short stories together. Her and I were looking through the The Dark Art’s up for grabs forum and stuff. We were looking for a banner for her story and 1 for mine. Well, we ended up find like 10 billion banners that we liked and wanted. So we put them all on hold and now she has -10 days to come up with stories for them all.

Long story short, its a lot of fun because we’ve been moving right along with it. I share some story ideas or topics and she writes the story to go with it. Then we choose a banner from one of our ones on hold to go with the story. We post the story up wait for it to get validated and request the banner, tada! I’m having a lot of fun doing this with her. Though she’s not getting any of her work done and I’m not getting of my writing done, but who cares! We’re having fun, so I suppose its worth it in a long run, right?

Anyways, I forgot to say this, but happy really, really later 4^th of July!! Did everyone have as much fun as i did? OH! You won’t believe all of the great pictures I was able to take!! I even got a video of the grand finally!! It was a ton of fun but there were way too many people there for my liking.

Over all though I had a ton of fun!

Well, I guess that’s all. I’ll definitely post again soon!

Anyways, this new guy, his name is Pete, he’s older then me, but I really like him anyways. He’s funny and I practically adore his personality. Maybe I’m being stupid again though, for falling for him. Maybe he wants to use me too? I’d like to believe that he’s not like that, but I’m horrible at this. I can never tell.

He’s seems smarter and more mature then Ronnie. I’d really like to believe that he is, but hell, I’m some 16 year old girl with the worst luck, and an even worse taste in guys.

Still, I can’t help myself though. I love his smile, his look, personality, everything. In my eyes he’s wonderful. They say love is blind though, and after Ronnie I know this is true. I was able to sadly prove it myself.

I’m trying not to be blind this time around though. I don’t want to let him go though and make a big mistake. In all honesty, I’m not really sure what to do about the situation. I want him, but I’m afraid to be with him.

Its not like I’m 100% sure about his feelings. Is he just attracted to me for sex, or is it more then that? Hell, I have no idea. I wish I did, but I don’t know. I’m not sure. Yeah, I doubt myself a LOT.

If anyone has advice, seriously, fill me in, I could use it!!

This will also inform you all of my life and whats going on. What I’ve been doing, etc. Its basically just an all around update about anything and everything!

At the moment my main topics are my sites and this contest that I’ve joined to win an iPod. So lets start from the beginning.

Some of you, mainly my friends have been asking me whats been going on with my sites. Only one other besides this one is open and that’s Moon Shot. All the rest of my sites have either hiatus signs or coming soon notes. So basically, here’s the status of all my sites. This may help you to get a better idea of whats going on with them all.

• Rain Fall—Hiatus
- is a HUGE mess that desperately needs to be cleaned up.

• Moon Shot—Open

• JenniferMohr.com—Currently Unavailiable
- hasn’t yet gotten up the nerve to reset everything up

• The Hiei Fan Club—Currently Unavailiable
- afraid to restart after all the problems I had with it the first time around…

• Little Dancer Hosting—Coming Soon
- it is being worked on.

• Sugar Baby—Coming Soon
- work on it has not yet been started

• Enter the Circus—Coming Soon
- work on it has not yet been started, but it will be soon.

• Floating to the Stars—Coming Soon
- work on it has not yet been started

So that’s the status of all my sites so far. With all of that said, you’re probably wondering why I bought this domain when I have all these others. Well, simple really, I wanted a site where I could always inform you all of whats going on. This way you’ll never be left in the dark about my sites.

This will be the best way for you all to find out whats going on with the site. This includes link changes, site problems, etc. This can also be the best place to inform you of all the changes on all the sites. I suppose this works best for those of you who are fans of more then one of my sites.

Anyways, I suppose that covers everything for now. If you have any questions feel free to ask me via comment box or news comment. I do answer all comments!

Please note: Not all of the links in the side bar work right now. So no need to inform me of such.